Bruce Willis' wifeEmma Heming Willisis feeling an array of emotions on the actor’s first birthday since revealing hisfrontotemporal dementia diagnosis.
TheDie Hardicon turned 68 on Sunday, and his wife shared how it was affecting her on her Instagram Story.
“I always get this message or people always tell me, ‘Oh, you’re so strong. I don’t know how you do it.’ I’m not given a choice,” Emma, 44, explained. “I wish I was, but I’m also raising two kids in this.”
“Sometimes in our lives, we have to put our big girl panties on and get to it. And that’s what I’m doing,” she continued. “But I do have times of sadness, every day, grief every day, and I’m really feeling it today on his birthday.”
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“I worked on this [forthcoming] reel that I’m posting for my husband’s birthday. I don’t know why I do that to myself because the videos are like a knife in my heart,” Emma shared.
“But as much as I do it for myself I do it for you because I know how much you love my husband,” she told fans before pausing to remind herself, “Don’t cry, Emma.”
Later in the day, Emma posted a touching collection of family home movies.
“He is pure love. He is so loved. And I’ll be loving him always. Happy Birthday my sweet 💌 My birthday wish for Bruce is that you continue to keep him in your prayers and highest vibrations because his sensitive Pisces soul will feel it 🙏🏽 Thank you so much for loving and caring for him too,” she caption the post.
Scout Willisalso shared a post to mark her famous father’s birthday on Instagram Sunday.
Posting athrowback photograph of herself on her dad’s shoulders as a toddler, Scout, 31, began her caption, writing, “It’s his birthday so send all of your love, tenderness, care and prayer his way for a moment!”
“Happy birthday to one of my best friends, the Pisces king, the master of duality, both action hero icon and gentle girl dad,” she continued. “What a privilege to have this man as my father and learn so much about life, joy, mischief and art through him.”
Bruce Willis and Emma Heming Willis.Jamie McCarthy/Getty
Then noting how her dad’s birthday “is not necessarily an easy day, because it’s a day full of so deep love, and our grief really does show us the depth of our loving for someone,” Scott noted, “I’m trying to be with both today.”
Bruce’s birthday comes weeks after Emma posted on Instagram andaskedpaparazzi to “keep their space"from her husband as he goes out with friends or family, explaining that it is already “stressful” to go out into the world and to navigate them safely.
She added that there still needs to be a lot of “education” about how to treat people with dementia.
“I know this is your job, but maybe just keep your space,” she said in the video. “Please don’t be yelling at my husband, asking how he’s doing, whatever. The woo-hooing and the yippee-ki-yay’s — just don’t do it. Give him the space. Allow for our family or whoever’s with him that day to be able to get him from Point A to Point B safely. That’s my PSA.”
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Scout LaRue Willis, Emma Heming, Rumer Willis, Demi Moore, Tallulah Belle Willis, Evelyn Willis, Mabel Willis.Michael Simon/Shutterstock
ThepregnantHouse Bunnyactress and boyfriendDerek Richard Thomasperformed together at the intimate event and posed together for pictures with the entire Willis clan, including all four of Rumer’s sisters, his ex-wifeDemi Mooreand Emma. Bruce was not in photos shared from the event.
Bruce shares Rumer, 34, Scout andTallulah Willis, 29 with Moore. With Emma, he sharesMabel, 10, andEvelyn, 8.
“Your continued compassion, understanding, and respect will enable us to help Bruce live as full a life as possible,” they concluded.
source: people.com
