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Weaver, 25, the former student at Muskingum University in Ohio, toldElle.comfrom prison the crime wasn’t premeditated, and she believes her punishment was excessive.
Emile Weaver.Muskingum County Sheriff’s Office

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In the interview, Weaver said she concealed her pregnancy, and tricked herself into thinking the birth would never happen. Even as she was delivering the child, she said she was in a state of shock.
Weaver told Elle.com — in an interview conducted in late 2018 — it wasn’t until she went shopping for a burial outfit that Addison’s death became real to her. She said at that moment, she felt “like a monster.”
According to the Elle.com article, “Emile believes she should be punished, but considers her sentence extreme.” She is apparently working on an appeal.
source: people.com